OMG This Has Been A Rough Few Weeks

 I have been suffering with my sciatica and stomach this past few weeks. My sciatica has always been an issue. It comes and goes for about 10 years now but I am finally setting up an appointment with a sports medicine doctor. It is usually only 1 side but the past few weeks has been both. It has been so bad that I spent two days unable to walk without wanting to cry.

My stomach issue is on day 9.  It started with what felt like just a burning, the became a cramping, burning thing over two days to a full blown give me a knife so I can take myself out, non stop cramping. I was in a fetal position for two days which is what I though brought on the back thing. My stomach feels like a battle ground. It is like someone has set a fire and then I feel the acid rush up my esophagus and then I burp terribly. Urgent Care finally did a CAT scan and they are showing nothing that would be causing my issues. Blood work and urine is fine. WHAT the hell??!!

My life at times feels like I go between heart break to, body pains, back to feeling like God has my back and is holding me up and a pray and pray and PRAY and back to heartbreak. I know everyone is dealing with something and I do mostly manage to see how I am alive and should celebrate that but there are times that it is harder to do. Oh well....this is my life I should be use to it by now.