Friday, May 16, 2014

Trying To Smile Through The Pain #selfie

There is so much going on in my life lately. I have been suffering alone because well at this point I see no reason to share. Nothing good will come of it. Everyone needs to deal in their own time. I may never be able to deal with this but I have high hopes for myself that I will one day be able to put it all behind me and be stronger then ever before. I guess what I am trying to say I have good days and bad and sometimes struggling to be strong every day takes a physical and mental toll. I run out of strength reserve and need to crash, cry, sob and regroup every once in a while.

These were taken on a good day.

I am amazed that I have these days knowing what I am going through but happy to know this is the face my kids see 90% of the time. I save my crying for after they are sleeping. No reason to cause them any pain. Protect! Protect! Protect! This is what parents do.

I hope you are all smiling today!


  1. The selfies are beautiful. I am sorry for whatever it is you are going through. If you need to cry....let it out. I hope you are feeling better soon.

  2. Sometimes you just need to cry!! I am sorry for your pain whatever it is. If it is physical get some help for it. There is no need to suffer! I am also a nurse. Sometimes mentally it is good to get help or at least talk to someone helps. Take care of yourself. Prayers sent your way too!

  3. I hope you have many, many more good days in the near future.


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