Sunday, July 29, 2012

Working Mom

The title is incorrect considering that I have always been a working mom but my work never took me away from the house. Whether it was freelance work, babysitting, running Maria's Space, my social media company, or running my community website the kids are used to me working. What they are not used to is me leaving them and leaving for 7 hours to work somewhere else and I must admit, I am not used to it either.

Being a stay at home mom was something I was adamant about. My mom died when I was 12, we were abandoned to my grandparents by dad and molested by my grandfather but before all of that, we had some really bad babysitters. Both my parents worked and we had babysitters that either expected us to sit with our hands folded in our laps, hit us with brushes or left us with their older children who touched us inappropriately. Weirdness, fear, chaos, and being uncomfortable is what I remember as a kid and this was not something I want my children ever to experience. Life is hard enough without all of that. isn't easy and we cannot struggle financially anymore. The Teach has worked hard to make sure we stay in our home but we will never get our head above water unless I take whatever jobs come my way. This one landed in my lap and it would have been foolish not to take it.

Basically, the hours have been weekends when Teach is home for the kids and we don't have to pay for a babysitter which would eat into my small salary. The job is also more frequent because I am training but will eventually be a when we need you so it will work for now until something more permanent comes along.

The hardest part has been just leaving the kids. They hug and kiss me three times before I leave and when I come home they are waiting at the door which is nice too.

We will all get used to it and this week I will be able to pay for Handsome's glasses which are in! Hooray.

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